I'm either a vixen or a heartbreaker. All the "nice guys" that try to start romantic relations with me end up hurt. I don't do it on purpose. I enjoy the company and the attention. I've certainly tried in the past to tell guys that I don't want a relationship and to never expect things to go past casual, but they never seemed to believe me. So now I'm not saying a damn word. It's not my fault if they assume things I've never said. Some can understand that. Probably because that's where they are in life as well. I get that life isn't easy, but why the hell not. We should do something about that, as humanity in general. I hate seeing statuses that look like this "Alex didn't see that coming. I should have known better than to believe that it could happen." GOD DAMN IT! Why be so damn passive aggressive about it? Why not just say it to my face? That bothers the living hell out of me. Also, we hung out twice?!? These guys keep getting way to attached and it's confusing the hell out of me. I get that I'm hot, but damn!
But, I did get to see my friend Aaron the other day, who came home from Iraq in September. It was fantastic getting to see him again. He's also going to come visit me on Sunday after I get off work!! I'm not sure I'll be able to concentrate at all during that shift! and then a week after that, I'll get to see Dustin! Woo!! I'm so damn excited about that it's killing me. Hell, I'm excited about both!
Moral of the story: Gotta take the good with the bad, and vice versa. Feelings are boring but kissing is awesome.
