I could go out tonight. My roommate invited me out. The only thing is usually when I go out with her it's her and her sorority sisters. Which is definitely a group that I do not fit in with. I did not have fun at all last night. We went to Tia's for Sigma Nu's social party thing. It felt like a middle school dance. Girls on one side, guys on another. Nobody dancing. For whatever reason I didn't just dance by myself. I guess because I feel like her sisters would judge the hell out of me. Which is why I don't associate with people like that. But whatever. I have decided that I will not judge myself on not doing a damn thing today, because tomorrow is going to be busy as hell. End of the year party with the Beef Studs, birthday party to hang out with DJ, and then a party tomorrow night. Honestly, I just want the semester to be overrr. I'm so sick and tired of it.
But I do have something to look forward to at least :) I get to see how this relationship with DJ will progress. It's nothing official yet, but it probably will be at some point soon. We enjoy doing the same things. We enjoy watching movies, skating, playing poker, playing cards in general. I feel like I don't have time to list all the great things about him. The only problem I forsee is his family is on the dysfunctional side. I don't wanna judge him on it obviously. No one is perfect. We'll just see how it goes. Why can't it be tomorrow yet?? :)
Try not to judge him based on his family...the person isn't defined by their family. If so, I would be doomed! Every family has disfunction...some hide it better than others but every family has disfunction. How you handle the situations that present shows your true character....not how the family is or has been in the past. In today's world...it is becoming more of the norm to have disfunction because our society is more disposable now than ever before.
ReplyDeleteThanks :) and you are absolutely correct
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